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23 January 2011 @ 06:26 pm
Fic: Insanity by Chocolate 8/40  
Title: Insanity by Chocolate
Pairing: Lita
Rating: R
Complete: No
Genre: Angst
Summary: Lita is trying to go forty days without chocolate, and on day 8 she finds out who her admirer is.
Warnings: Filled with angst and some Edge bashing.

Day One Day Two Day Three Day Four Day Five Day Six Day Seven


You are definitely as eloquent in writing as you are beautiful. That much is certain. I really appreciated your kind words.

I've masked my own normal way or writing, a diva writes these letters because believe me my writing is not this neat and these words are my own but they aren't.

I am never this well written, or this well spoken for that matter. So trying to find me that way would be simply pointless.

Just a small gift for you today, one giant, ripe red strawberry dipped in yogurt. Enjoy, hopefully this will satisfy your sweet tooth.

Your admirer.

Frowning Lita put the note down, as well as the anemone potted plant, noting on the box there was a mention of one being sent to her home as well, just in case this one got destroyed.

Sitting on the edge of the bed Lita opened up her laptop, checking the meaning of that particular flower, a smile lighting up her face when she saw that it meant excitement. For some reason he was excited, or thought that she should be excited.

She couldn't deny that she felt excited that there would be a gift waiting for her daily, but even more than that she kept the notes, bound in a little bit of ribbon which had come off of one of Trish's in-ring costumes.

A diva was writing the notes for him.

Trish? No, she had only been back for one show so far so that left a limitless list of possibilities.

A knock on the door roused her from her thoughts and she got up, opening the door, surprised to see her ex standing there. “Adam?”

He grinned brightly and she briefly entertained the notion of slamming the door into his face before deciding that would be a little too mean even for her and opened it further, stepping out after she made sure her keycard was in her pocket.

“Have you been enjoying the gifts I've left you?” Adam asked her.

Lita swore she blanked out for a moment, staring up at him and wondering how she had ever been interested in someone who seemed to have so many teeth. She still couldn't believe she had ever allowed herself to love him.

“You didn't,” Lita replied sharply, crossing her arms over her chest and growling when his eyes drifted to her cleavage. Right, he was a pig too, she'd forgotten. “You wouldn't.”

Oh god, what if it was...she didn't think Adam was capable of such a thing.

“Why not baby? I miss you,” Adam reached out for her hand, his face a look of surprise when she jerked away from his touch.

“No you don't. You miss having someone to fuck,” she hissed. “Someone to fool around on so you can feel like you're a badass ladies man but you're nothing Adam Copeland, absolutely fucking nothing.”

“Yeah, well I hope this turns out to be one big fucking joke, no one would actually want to be with you. You're nothing but a whore,” Adam replied, louder than she'd been speaking and attracting quite a bit of attention from people passing by.

Lita could feel tears in her eyes but refused to let them fall, remembering a time when the two of them had been close. They'd been best friends and she'd known what kind of person he was before she got involved with him but she'd just felt so unwanted.

“Don't talk to a woman that way bro,” a vaguely familiar voice, threaded with anger told Adam. “It's not cool.”

Lita turned, surprised to find MVP standing there, a warm smile on his face as he looked at her. “Montel?” she asked, clearing her throat quickly and swiping at her cheek.

“Don't worry Lita, I'll get rid of him, you can just go inside,” Montel told her, nodding his head toward the hotel room door.

“You don't...” Adam spat, stepping toward the shorter wrestler.

“He doesn't what?” Jay asked, walking over quickly having just gotten off the elevator. “Get the hell away from her Adam, Christ, it's not like you haven't given half the trashy divas STDs already but now you're trying to get back in with Amy. I don't think so, not in a million years man, not in a million. She's worth ten of you.”

Lita turned to the door, intending to go inside when something Adam said froze. “Guess she doesn't want that gift card anymore, I'll call the store and cancel it.”

It was him.

She had been played.

She felt like she was breaking apart inside and quickly shoved the key in the door and opened it, ignoring Montel and Jay's concern as they tried to stop her, slamming it behind her the tears finally fell.

“Why did I think anything could be different?” Lita whispered to herself, rushing over to the bed she tossed out the box with the strawberry in it, ripping up the note-cards which spoke so affectionately to her and threw them out as well.

“Why did I think I could be loved?” She ignored the knock on the door, and Jay's voice, so soft spoken and sweet and secretly wished to herself it had been anyone but Adam. She could have taken it as a joke if it had been anyone but him.

Kori: TNA/Sabin!UhOhsweetrapture82 on January 23rd, 2011 11:32 pm (UTC)
ugh, I could slap Adam right now.. *kicks him in the shins for good measure* jerk.

poor Lita :(
Ashley's Writingawritinglilypea on January 23rd, 2011 11:38 pm (UTC)
There is still much to be seen though, don't worry :)
spunkyangel22spunkyangel22 on January 24th, 2011 05:38 am (UTC)
Poor Amy I have tears in my eyes. I had someone play that joke on me in high school it hurt so bad. I so want to kick Adam in the nuts.
Ashley's Writingawritinglilypea on January 24th, 2011 07:53 pm (UTC)
-hugs- No one deserves that, definitely needs a kick in the nads.
And: Edge - Surprise!motorcitysky on January 24th, 2011 05:41 pm (UTC)
Wow, my poor, much beloved Adam has been well and truly trashed in this, lol. Nice work on that Ash, because I really wanted to smack him and I never want to do that. Poor Lita. I can't wait for the next update. Loved it :)
Ashley's Writingawritinglilypea on January 24th, 2011 07:54 pm (UTC)
Sorry. But...I'm not lol he fit the bill for me. Next update should be todayish.